Tuesday, June 3, 2025

Jainism is a..

 Feeling! Feeling life, ours and all life that is around us. That’s why I love it. Jainism is so uncomplicated because you can live it, and be practicing Jainism, without the need of the formality of rituals. Which is not a bad thing if you know how, but if you do not, then Jainism doesn’t expect it of you. Jainism basically ties everything to its core principles of Ahimsa, or Non-violence. That is the premise of everything it entails. I just love that simplicity factor. Besides, they have Samanijis, who I just adore. It’s so easy to be in so much awe of them, hold them in reverence and generally feeling a calming presence of divinity when I’m with them. 

This morning as I drove to an appointment with Dr. Lisa, I saw a rather large road kill on Wekiva Springs Road. Couldn’t tell what it was, but I instantly felt very sad. Instinctively, I started reciting the Navkar Mantra, and was going to say it five times, for this poor dead animal. For his ‘gati’ which is a word I’ve heard used in such circumstances, but I’m not entirely sure about its accurate meaning. Anyway, I just continued to recite it, even after the 5 times was over. 

Whenever I say the Navkar Mantra for anyone or anything else, it’s because I’m reminded of an incident that occurred on John Young Parkway. I had just picked up the Samanijis and was driving them somewhere, when a truck showed up directly in front of us. It was filled with large logs of wood, big and tall tree trucks, felled and being hauled away. Samaniji Jin Pragyaji ji, let out a painful sigh and I could hear it echo in my heart. I feel that same way about trees, and all plants actually. She was distressed to see these grand old trees felled for whatever reason. It was healthy wood too, and one the rings were clearly visible in the wood. I was also sad. She started chanting the Navkar Mantra for them, and I did too. I’m so glad I had the opportunity to learn something so important, it’s also a ritual of sorts. 

Last summer in Sweden, a little bird came and dashed into the glass door of the living room, and fell to the ground. Another bird tried to peck at it and revive it, but couldn’t. Then I stepped in and tried to give it reiki, brought water for it, but it was in too much distress. One of its wings had broken off. Finally it just closed its eyes and lay still. I buried it in the flower beds, and recited the Navkar Mantra for it. 

Just a simple act, and yet it’s so powerful. It is empowering, in the sense that even when you cannot do anything for someone to save their life, you can say the Navkar mantra for them. 

There was so much more to chat about, but as always, I leave the blogging to the last. Another day, another night. Not asking for sweet dreams, but just a good night. 

Veenu Banga

10:44pm

June 3rd, 2025.


Monday, June 2, 2025

Despite my best Intentions, I

 Mismanage my time, and another day goes by without writing. Not just my blog, but my own writing which churns away in my mind. Ditto with the blog, always so much to write about and then, doesn’t happen. Habit of putting my needs last takes over, and before I know it, the day is ready to call it a night. 

So much thought provoking material. Had read some fantastic stories on NYT, and the kind that should jolt one to action. But, not yours truly. So help me blog- come to my rescue. The story was titled “Living to die well”  (https://www.nytimes.com/2025/06/01/opinion/dying-well-planning-life.html?smid=nytcore-ios-share&referringSource=articleShare )At one point, the writer asks what one’s regrets would be if the past six months were the last six months of my life. OMG! That was a jolt of a question. In my case it would be the tragedy of letting my stories die between the pages of a notebook, or in the ‘cloud’ of despair that ultimately arises in my mind, when I can’t find my work on the laptop. Besides other regrets. 

Apologies blog, very sleepy so not writing straight. Anyway, on a  over note, had to shampoo my hair today, and couldn’t find my Tate’s shampoo. K gave me a bottle of Christopher’s shampoo that I had once ordered during a Sale even at Christophers. It was absolutely amazing. My hair feels so soft!

Susan is back from CA last  ight, and had called today. So good to hear the sound of  her sweet voice, sound therapy! 

So many women are opening up more, and being authentic in their writing and with life in general. Someday, maybe Me Too, aka, your’s truly. 

Going to succumb to you, dear sleep, eyes already closing. Please bring me nice dreams. People I’d love to see. Whether or not we talk, doesn’t matter. I’d like to see the ones I love. Life is beautiful. Meanwhile, I just have to remember that, and never forget. How else will I appreciate Venus shining bright outside my window when I open my blinds next morning. 

On that note, it’s O&O.

Veenu Banga

10:32 pm

06/2/2025